i am now shayia crazy.

why do you ask? well i have more ram, lol anyways to those in my guild who wanted to see these, here's the link to my msn space and the screenshots i took.

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bookmark it, i will post more there later!

Oh My God..... i can't belive it! i'm moving into my moms because my dad's moving up to tamiskaming shores, and both of them said that i needed to finish this year of school before i go up north as well. but i don't wanna!! my dad says that i have to be out by tomorrow (sunday) and my mother hasn't even set the damn room up for me! the room used to be zach's room (brother) when he was there on the weekend, and i had my own room, but when i moved out and zach moved in, they decided that i wasn't getting a room for when i stayed, becasue my (*friends covers mouth from all the obsceneties and coulorful language coming out of my mouth*) step father wanted an office, when the LAW in canada says that children of the opposite sex above the age of 6 MUST have seperate rooms! my sf, as i do not like typing much less writing those words is too greedy, and thinks he needs an office, when in all reality he needs to learn some respect for other people that are not clients! and he calls himself a paralegal! bullshit! i want to move up with my dad now, not later. but the other reason i'm staying, is because mom said that she'd get me the dress i showed her, and a years worht of clothes for up north, which i'm sure that when the time comes to get them,(my mom swore and promised up and down on the bible and everything) a) it won't happen or b) i'll have to choose between the dress and the clothes. really nice huh? if there's one thing i know about my mom, it's that fact that she is very manipulative, and she always uses it to her advantage, only when there's something in it that she wants.

on another note i'm glad that i'm able to use shading in my pictures with out using a pencil. that'll come in handy for future peices. i'm also really proud of the fruit bowel peice i drew. it's in oil pastel incase you didn't know. my art teacher says she likes my green aples and my grapes. i think she liked the fact that i actually did the basket of the picture and not just drawing a box with squiggly-lines though it. it was really hard to do, but it looks great because of it.

once again, i also have a spare period like i did last semester, but instead, they HAD to give me a second period spare instead of a first period spare, or a fourth period spare. i could have either slept in more, or left school early every day, if they had done that, but no, it had to be second period. i wonder what school will be like in cobalt high? i'm so used to the rainbow district schools, and i've never really gone to any other place with a different school board. it's definatly gonna be trying, and new, but probrably a good experience none the less. i can hardly wait. even though it'll probrably be cooler weather wise, becasue it's just that much further from the equator, i'm sure i'll be able to go to the pool or the beach or something. i might even draw zoi, one of my aunts four cats.




ok so mabey i'm taking this tottaly out of porportion, but i really wish i wouldn't have to leave all my friends behind.... but hopefully i can get them to come up on my birthday, or for a week thoughout the summer break.... that would be cool, i know shadow would do it. she'd take the bus just to get to see me. cassi's parents would probrably do the same thing. but what i don't know about is my best friend kathryn. god i will miss her like hell!

oh another side note, things between me and by ex didn't last long. a week. i waited for a month after a week, and he didn't call me or im me, or anything!i was so angry, i called him, found out he'd been fired, andkicked out of his house, and he wouldn't go over to a friends house and call me to say why! i think i'm about ready for some headache pills..... not that my dad has enought to get any. he needs to save money to get a moving truck.




and i am really hoping that the next three months will fly by fast, yet not fly by fast. i take everybody i know and love with me, but my aunt would never find a place for them all to sleep, nevermind be able to feed the damn army of people i know.
but i'll leave that for another day. i hope to god my picture of legolas doesn't end up looking like anikin skywalker! godamn he's hard to draw! i should have said no to drawing him, and stuck to selene from underworld! perhaps i should find a corner and die.... i can't get his nose, or the shape of his face right. it's so annoying. dad said to try curving the face inwards instead of outwards for the angular look i want. i think he's right. after we draw our sketches, we have to pick a peice of the picture to cut off, and then blow up, using india ink as our medium. that's gonna be a pain in the ass. good thins she's letting us do washes for specific shadows, concerning the nose and face of whoever we've chosen.

well i think that's about the most current update of my life i can give you. i'll keep you posted.

i know i'm posting the same thing in my other accunt.

I got tagged by


Eye Color: Hazel green
Hair Color: Dirty blond mid back
Height: 5'5" i think...
Right or Left Handed: Right
Your Weakness: i get defensive very easily.
Your Fears: Real Demos and the dark (i'm a christian, and proud of it ^.^
Your Most Overused Phrase: "Chuck you Farley" with the middle finger.
Thoughts First Waking Up: WTF.... shut up you stupid alarm!!
Your Best Physical Feature: .... i can't tell between my boobs or my face.... seeing as a lot of guys, (and some girls) tend to not look at my face...
Your Bedtime: school nights: 10:30 weekend or summer nights: as late as i want
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi. though lately coke is all that has been around...
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds. there food dosn't have greas pouringout of your burger because you picked it up.
Ice Cream or Yogurt: *looks back and fourth* NOOOOO!!! I CANNOT CHOOSE!!!!
Pizza or Chinese: Chinese food. I like pizza, but i have it more often then chinese.
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither... i'd rather mocha's.
Chocolate or Vanilla: so long as it isn't fake, i'd prefere chocolait over vanilla. strawberry is my fave though.
Been Arrested: No. >.<
Do You Smoke: >.< do i look like a smoker to you?
Do You Drink: seldomly. most i have all year is two drinks of baileys and milk and a shooter. and that's on new years. i don't like it much.
Do You Swear: Yes. but not around my dad, or my mom.
Do You Sing: Yes. infact i seem to annoy people, and they always tell me to shut up. i must not be any good, even though i know the tune and am almost always on key...
Have You Been In Love: does my first bf and my family count?
Do You Believe in Yourself: un;ess i'm pissed off at my self, yes.
Ever Been Depressed: yes. not a very nice thing to experience.
Do You Get Along With Your Parents: When my step father isn't being an ass (which is immpossible) and i'm alone... i get along with my mom much better, and my real dad even better. I hate my stepfather. he's a fuckin druggie, cares more for his dope then his own family.
Do You Have Any Brothers or Sisters:...yes.... a baby half sister, and older step sister, a little brother, an older step brother, and a step sister in law.
Do You Like Thunderstorms: Yes. They don't happen often here, so, i enjoy watching the lightening.
Do You Play an Instrument: I'm learning violin *rather slowly* from my uncle paul.
Do You Have Any Pets: i have a turtle and a dog. The turtle is here at my dad's and my american terrier pitbull is at my moms.
What Is Your Favorite Color:Well i have four. black, a range of blues, silver, and white.
Ever Been Drunk: No and i'm proud of it. it means no chance of a hang over.
Ever Shoplifted: As a child. I didn't know what i was doing was wrong.
Ever Gotten a Speeding Ticket: How do you drive a car? -.-;
Number of Piercings: Ears
Number of Tattoos: None. I'm too scared to get one.
Number of Things in My Past I Regret: >w< You don't wanna know.
Close With Your Family: With my immediate family, aunts on my mom's side, and my grand parents.
Gotten Into a Fight: Yes. Some bitches pissed me off, and started beating me. i fought back. *is still angry about it*
Do You Do Drugs: EWWW! I DON'T WANNA END UP LIKE THOSE HOMELESS PEOPLE!!!
What Kind Of Car Do You Drive: Appearantly, i have to learn to drive, and buy a roadster, to make my science test true...
Do You Like to Clean: XP HATE IT!!
Do You Like to Cook: Yes! I love making homemade things, and making supper, lunch, and breakfast for me and my dad.
Broken a Bone: nope. i iz still pure too.
Played Truth or Dare: Yes. i had to lick someone's shoe.... very gross.... advice from experience... don't lick leather....
Believe in Love at First Sight: No.That's bullshit. i belive god will give you your life partner.
Phone or IM: IM.
How Do You Want to Die: I don't.
What's Annoying You Right Now: my curfew.

Two Things:

Two names you go by: kyla, and nee-san
Two things you are wearing right now: baggy t-shirt, and stretch denim jeans.
Two of your favorite things to do: Read, Draw.
Two things you want very badly at the moment: My cramps to dissapear forever, and my bf to be here. (boyfreind)
Two things you did yesterday: Went to the midway, and slept
Two things you ate yesterday: Sugar crisp, And Mashed potatoes with gravey.
Two people you last talked to: My baby sister and my dad.
Two people you'd like to talk to: My boyfreind and my aunt angel. they make me laugh.
Two things you're doing tomorrow: Going to school and meeting my bf after school..... for some reason he's facinated with my and i quote 'Boobs of godlyness'.... hentai...
Two Favorite beverages: iced coffee, milk
Two people who are no longer alive & you'd like to talk to: My grandpa, and my grandma.

(/) been in love
( /) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( /) been in a fist fight

( ) snuck out of my parent's house
() had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date

(/) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(/) skipped school [ Who hasn't? XD]
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die

(/) been to Canada ( i live here...)
( ) been to Mexico
() been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar

( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(/) eaten Sushi (hell i have the stuff to make it)
( ) been snowboarding
( ) been moshing at a concert

( ) been in an abusive relationship
(/) taken painkillers [For my migraine headaches.]
(/) love someone or miss someone right now
(/) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by [There so pritty]
(/) made a snow angel

(/) had a tea party [ I had imaginary friends...]
(/) flown a kite
(/) built a sand castle
(/) gone puddle jumping
(/) played dress up [ I'm Making a dress in my sewing class...]

(/) jumped into a pile of leaves
(/) gone sledding
(/) cheated while playing a game
(/) been lonely
(/) fallen asleep at work/school

( ) used a fake id
(/) watched the sun set
(/) felt an earthquake
(/) touched a snake [They are so not slimy]

(/) been tickled
( /) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(/) been misunderstood
(/) pet a reindeer/goat

(/) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( /) been suspended from school
(/) had detention [Not for the last two years...]
( /) been in a car accident [ fender bender]

() had braces
(/ ) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( /) had deja vu
(/) danced in the moonlight [ After the fireworks on canada day.]

( ) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(/) questioned your heart [sadly....]
() been obsessed with post-it notes [ I hate those things!!]

(/) squished barefoot through the mud [ i make mud just si i can run in it]
( /) been lost [got lost 3 tmes in five minutes the first day of highschool...]
( /) been to the opposite side of the country [ used to live in alberta]
() swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying

(/ ) cried yourself to sleep
(/) played cops and robbers
(/) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers-..
(/) sung karaoke
(/) paid for a meal with only coins[ I always do that. It's bad?]
(/) done something you told yourself you wouldn't do
( ) made prank phone calls
() laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( /) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain

(/) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( /) watched the sun set with someone you care about [my dog....]
(/) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

( ) crashed a party
(/) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(/) gone rollerskating
(/) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey [WTF! i've played that weire game where you have to drag a hand to spank an inflatable monkey, but where the hell would you get a real live one?]

(/) worn pearls [ Do fake ones count?]
( ) jumped off a bridge
(/) ate dog/cat food
() told a complete stranger you loved them [ Thats insane.]

(/) sang in the shower [when i have acold, makes my throat feel better...]
(/) have a little black dress [a pritty floor lrngth with small white flowers on it...]
( /) had a dream that you married someone [ i don't remember all too well but it did happen]
(/) glued your hand to something [got my finger stuck to a peice of clay, trying to fix a broken doll...]

( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(/) worn the opposite sexes clothes [never knew they were so damn comfy...]
( ) been a cheerleader

() sat on a roof top [too high for me...]

( ) had sex at a church
(/) screamed at the top of your lungs [CLICK at the midway, on the drop zone]
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours-
(/) stayed up all night [ i was sick and my sleeping schedual got fucked]

(/) didn't take a shower for a week [i was at camp all week, how do you clean yourself with no shower???]
( /) pick and ate an apple right off the tree [ at my old house in the front yard]
(/) climbed a tree[ when i was 5]
( ) had a tree house [ i only wish...]
(/) are scared to watch scary movies alone [i get nightmares for months if i do....]

( /) believe in ghosts [i've had one try to make me do something...]
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch [ what's that?]

( /) played chicken fight [AWESOME!!! i love the swining version of it!]
( /) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on [ does a creek count?]
(/ ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger [ the guy looked me over and said good morning.]
( ) broken a bone
(/) been easily amused [Always!]

(/ ) caught a fish then ate it [ my family and i go fishing all the time]
(/) caught a butterfly [on camera]

(/) laughed so hard you cried [and i ended up pissing myself too...]
( ) cried so hard you laughed

( /) mooned/flashed someone [ my lil bro for being annoying, and my older sis cause she always mooned me.
( /) had someone moon/flash you [ my older sis...]
() cheated on a test [D8 The teacher caught me. I NEVER did it again]
(/) forgotten someone's name [ mostly new people, don't do it often though..]


I tag , and

i have decided to create a game. it's a rp that you write your actions out instead of actually playing it. so far i have the characters, beginner spells and stats, along with personalitys and characteristics partainig to each character. i am hoping that there are people who will wish to play, because if this game becomes popular, those who have been playing will become very important people to the game. it seems rather complicated right now, but i need to know who wants to play now, and if they want a specialized character, because once the game starts, i won't be making custom characters. it will take time, but i want to get the guide, rule, and story book posted for those who want to play the game. i really hope that people will become interested in it. if the ball dose start rolling, then i intend to let the big mmorpg guys design my game and bring it to life. however there will be deals made with those who are interested in it. and yes i know this is the same stuff that's posted in my other account, but because not many people watch that account, i decided to put it here too.

it's been a while since i have wrote one of these. today i just feel like jabbering away, so if i end up talking your ear off... well right now that's impossible, because you can just stop reading this... anyway, i can't wait for this break to be over, so that i can finally start my sem. 2 courses, meaning that i finally get to start my major in art and fashion. yay i get to make my own clothes!! and i get to finally get the requirements needed to go into animation, and graphics design. that makes me a little closer to my goal of graduating, and being accepted into A.I. in Texas, perhaps I'll move in with my great aunt, while i go there.... if i can ever get my dad to agree to it... anyways the break before the next semester is nice, but it's also boring. here i am waiting for people to do things they said they'd do yesterday, and getting increasingly frustrated with them. can someone at least keep me entertained long enough to wait for them? i seriously doubt it. you'd have to be online for a while and quickly respond to what i write back in reply.