Oh My God..... i can't belive it! i'm moving into my moms because my dad's moving up to tamiskaming shores, and both of them said that i needed to finish this year of school before i go up north as well. but i don't wanna!! my dad says that i have to be out by tomorrow (sunday) and my mother hasn't even set the damn room up for me! the room used to be zach's room (brother) when he was there on the weekend, and i had my own room, but when i moved out and zach moved in, they decided that i wasn't getting a room for when i stayed, becasue my (*friends covers mouth from all the obsceneties and coulorful language coming out of my mouth*) step father wanted an office, when the LAW in canada says that children of the opposite sex above the age of 6 MUST have seperate rooms! my sf, as i do not like typing much less writing those words is too greedy, and thinks he needs an office, when in all reality he needs to learn some respect for other people that are not clients! and he calls himself a paralegal! bullshit! i want to move up with my dad now, not later. but the other reason i'm staying, is because mom said that she'd get me the dress i showed her, and a years worht of clothes for up north, which i'm sure that when the time comes to get them,(my mom swore and promised up and down on the bible and everything) a) it won't happen or b) i'll have to choose between the dress and the clothes. really nice huh? if there's one thing i know about my mom, it's that fact that she is very manipulative, and she always uses it to her advantage, only when there's something in it that she wants.

on another note i'm glad that i'm able to use shading in my pictures with out using a pencil. that'll come in handy for future peices. i'm also really proud of the fruit bowel peice i drew. it's in oil pastel incase you didn't know. my art teacher says she likes my green aples and my grapes. i think she liked the fact that i actually did the basket of the picture and not just drawing a box with squiggly-lines though it. it was really hard to do, but it looks great because of it.

once again, i also have a spare period like i did last semester, but instead, they HAD to give me a second period spare instead of a first period spare, or a fourth period spare. i could have either slept in more, or left school early every day, if they had done that, but no, it had to be second period. i wonder what school will be like in cobalt high? i'm so used to the rainbow district schools, and i've never really gone to any other place with a different school board. it's definatly gonna be trying, and new, but probrably a good experience none the less. i can hardly wait. even though it'll probrably be cooler weather wise, becasue it's just that much further from the equator, i'm sure i'll be able to go to the pool or the beach or something. i might even draw zoi, one of my aunts four cats.




ok so mabey i'm taking this tottaly out of porportion, but i really wish i wouldn't have to leave all my friends behind.... but hopefully i can get them to come up on my birthday, or for a week thoughout the summer break.... that would be cool, i know shadow would do it. she'd take the bus just to get to see me. cassi's parents would probrably do the same thing. but what i don't know about is my best friend kathryn. god i will miss her like hell!

oh another side note, things between me and by ex didn't last long. a week. i waited for a month after a week, and he didn't call me or im me, or anything!i was so angry, i called him, found out he'd been fired, andkicked out of his house, and he wouldn't go over to a friends house and call me to say why! i think i'm about ready for some headache pills..... not that my dad has enought to get any. he needs to save money to get a moving truck.




and i am really hoping that the next three months will fly by fast, yet not fly by fast. i take everybody i know and love with me, but my aunt would never find a place for them all to sleep, nevermind be able to feed the damn army of people i know.
but i'll leave that for another day. i hope to god my picture of legolas doesn't end up looking like anikin skywalker! godamn he's hard to draw! i should have said no to drawing him, and stuck to selene from underworld! perhaps i should find a corner and die.... i can't get his nose, or the shape of his face right. it's so annoying. dad said to try curving the face inwards instead of outwards for the angular look i want. i think he's right. after we draw our sketches, we have to pick a peice of the picture to cut off, and then blow up, using india ink as our medium. that's gonna be a pain in the ass. good thins she's letting us do washes for specific shadows, concerning the nose and face of whoever we've chosen.

well i think that's about the most current update of my life i can give you. i'll keep you posted.